Something I wrote at midnight ♥️ In some reality, I would have it all A house, the kids and the fancy car Out in the world, holding your hand Smiling because nothing hurts me Somewhere that is the life I live Yearning for it here, it's useless Yet the feeling burns me the same The thought consumes my mind Perhaps I'm too selfish Too needy to want more But this feeling, I can't control it It drives me insane, this love I've never felt this way before I dream about it wide awake Every other possible reality Desperate for a happy ending But when you ask what's wrong I never find the words to say What if it pushes you away My desperation suffocates you And if you choose to walk away I don't know how I'll survive it I try to bury everything inside But every once in a while It bleeds through my skin So visible in every action My need for you gets hard to hide Terrified, I pray you won't see it Not wanting things to change...